Oop’s!!! I am in love………….

Oop’s!!! I am in love………….

People say love is a blessing but I used to think “Whether that is true???” I used to sit in the last bench of my class and see the so called love birds or couples of my class fighting. It came in my mind many times to ask them that “hey guys are u blessed and if yes; then why fights” but being new to the class I never dared to ask anything to any one….by seeing all this I decided that I will stay away from this infection of ‘LOVE’.

But one fine day I saw her in my class she was not that beautiful or extraordinary but still she was good simple and sweet. Being part of a same classroom it took three long months to start a conversation with every one but for her I only took 2 months… I was surprised that “how can a girl talk to a dumb boy like me and that to in two months?? But still I was happy that all this things was true.

Don’t worry guys I still don’t believe that love is a blessing!!!!!!!

I used to talk a lot with her because I never had that much friends and she only being the one. It happened like I went outside for a tour for two or three days. I don’t know what happened to me but really I started missing her. All the way in my journey I tried not to think about her but that was ‘unstoppable’.

Now start worrying guys I am in love!!!!!!!!!

The loneliness started from that day in my life and believe me its still with me. I came back to my place called her up and proposed her. It was not surprising for her but surely embarrassing. I can’t assure about the surprise and embarrassing but I can guarantee that it was the most unromantic proposal made by any boy. She said me not but for that I was not surprised. But as I said it was JUST ‘UNSTOPPABLE’.

I thought that will lead to an end to our friendship but it never did happen that way, we became best friends after that and gradually my small crush developed into a deep and sincere feeling. My life changed I spent most of the time with her in college, and after reaching home talking to her again via mobile became a common scenario. I enjoyed flirting with her between our talks and even fighting often. I started being jealous of all my friends who had girlfriends but very little I could do to change her mind.

Still we are best friends and she knows that I love her so much but still she never had such feelings for me. Earlier I was afraid that whether she will be my friend one day or not but now she is next to me almost every time and still I find something incomplete. I started hating all those movies which says “if we will love some one by our heart we will get that person”. I can’t conclude anything as I myself is searching for a conclusion. But I can guarantee one thing that I am enjoying every bit of this feeling and in the end I would like to say that ‘ONE SIDED LOVE ROCKS ‘…………..

- Bibin Alexander